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Tuesday, May 31, 2011

i expect to see him, him that i have been wanting to see for months, and yet when i'm already in front of him, he pretends not to see me nor hear my voice call his name, twice?three or four times i tried then he finally noticed me. at least he pretends to be excited to see me, but it wasn't what i see nor felt, i sense some fear, fear i know have been there since the last time we hold hands. 


sad, confused and heart broken,
i have to admit,


its finally goodbye, because we have to.

89, the unbelievable number (for some, heheh)

crossed eye brows,a confused face and funny gesture, hahahha..
when, i handed them my accreditation form.
asked different sets of questions answerable by the info i gave them.
do i look like impossible to have a grade of 89?in accounting?

oh well, i also do wonder why.
i dressed well, speak well and have my thoughts delivered well.
again, why? anyway this adds to the already countless number of my BLOOPERS list.

hoaowah.. they asked me so much! in summary, to make the story short,
they had me sent to the registrars office and asked for someones signature,
her name i prefer to be UNKNOWN.

and well, unknown also run through my files and found the same number on my accreditaton form,

its really, 89!


hahahahah

Thursday, May 5, 2011

no idea

were ask to write something,cant think of a thing.
i swear, completely nothing.
difficult, i can say.
but, ill try.
who knows? ill end up with a good one.

Tuesday, May 3, 2011

confession of an aching heart

my dashboard look so colorful and lively, but i don't feel like it.
sad, bored and tired, that's the best description you can say to me.
and yeah, i agree. i feel unloved and unwanted, by members of my family?
with this i doubt, i wanted to say yes and deny the fact to say no.
i have said words that hurt you, it hurts me too, so much.
well, i wont wonder why your treatment had a 360 degree change.
from heavenly to hell, and yes im ready to suffer.
but, dont forget the thought that someday i know i can also be successful
very successful, and i wont forget that part of it. i awe it to you,



my dear sister.