i expect to see him, him that i have been wanting to see for months, and yet when i'm already in front of him, he pretends not to see me nor hear my voice call his name, twice?three or four times i tried then he finally noticed me. at least he pretends to be excited to see me, but it wasn't what i see nor felt, i sense some fear, fear i know have been there since the last time we hold hands. 


sad, confused and heart broken,

i have to admit,


its finally goodbye, because we have to.