i thought so..

I thought i have already moved to the next chapter of my life, but why do i miss those happy moments?

they keep on flashing back whenever i close my eyes. 

The fights we had, the humiliations seems to fade away with time.

the fairy tale has just ended..

this is how it ends...


!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

coffee cup

i start my day with a steaming cup of coffee, to stimulate myself, get me going for the whole-days' activity. but i guess today is gonna different, my first class went well the second is a question mark (?), we still don't have our room assignment till now. oh, how wonderful and annoying.

a steaming hot morning to everyone (smile)

what is this " maybe your class will be dissolve" mam?

what is this " maybe your class will be dissolve" mam?

dragging myself to the bathroom is not an easy thing to do, i exerted a large amount of effort for this.
even ate my breakfast at 8:10 in the morning instead of my usual ten am breakfast date with my lazy too, roommates.

we deserve to have this Filipino class.

the suns UV rays

i think the sun is angry at me. she shines overly pretty, radiate like a jewel in the sky. i'm not gifted with my ideal color, yeah im aware of that. but, can she please lighten her UV rays atleast? so that i wont buy extra sets of sunblock?

budget is kinda tight, everybody feels the effect of poverty but nevertheless gamble there last penny to look fine, its myself i am describing now.


oh well. gotta go and have another bath.

fragile bubble

        Can't think of anything to avert and free myself from feeling of desolation, tonight my mind wanders somewhere. The heaven seems to express her sympathy through holding back her tiny twinkling stars. Writing is one of my way to escape loneliness and voice out my fears or hidden regrets. Sometimes i feel like a bubble so delicate and fragile, can burst anytime and fades into oblivion.

the pylon over night

Its two o'clock in the morning but it feels like eight in the morning. Ryan here beside me is drinking  hot coffee listening to a Christian song, the ladies behind me are chatting and laughing, its the usual pylon over night, but what makes the difference? it might the last pylon over night we will be spending together on dummy making.

It was really fun dancing and singing with them despite our tiresome activity, running through the infos of the graduates is quite agonizing and boring. It should be carefully done to avoid errors otherwise we will repeat the same process.

i know i'm tired but i just cant lull my self to sleep. In a little while the sun will start to rise giving way to a cold and wonderful dawn.